You evil angels, You saintly demons. Why are you both pulling and pushing? My heart is weak and my mind is too, any more and I am through. Too many rivers too many voices, call out to me. Telling me how wonderful life would be if I would just follow them. I know which to take, I know where I should go. But oh how I want something more. I know too much and think too much. Why can't I release myself and be carefree? Please someone help. Please someone answer my endless screams for mercey.